Salam. sapa kata love ni mcm fairytale ? Bagi aku tak. mana ada kehidupan yg bahagiaa saja kn ? Same goes to me. What's meaning of love ? who're deserve to have this feeling ? who was played off ? There will many question marks on this issue. Many peeps are easily to fall in love and many peeps had difficulties on how to forget their past. Yess. I'm as a human. We cant fade our memories just like a simple thing. Am i right ? It's quite so harrddd till we meet 'something' that can make us better. The 'something' that we had waiting for. Yeah, one day the time will coming to everyone. Trust me.



What about me ? Yeah. i still love him and i cant force myself to love someone else. I dont know how to tell you guys that i reallyy love him. He's bad ? he's cruel ? he's heartless ? Yess. he is. but at least, i know him well. Somehow, he makes me happy. he taught me about this life. i'm just want to beg you guys that please dont ever try to force me by telling me to search for a new person. Hmm. Again, I DONT KNOW HOW TO TELL YOU GUYS. fyi, i'm prefer to be with him than being with someone else that i dont know who they are. yeah, he have a lot of girl_friends. Harharr. yess and i admit that i'm jealous. but i dont deserve to say NO to him cause we dont have any relationship yet. *perhaps. HAHA. btw guys, dont worryy. i'm still single and waiting for his promised. :'D Insyallah, after SPM, we'll declare on facebook. HAHHAA. whatt theee hecckk ? XD Hahahaha. insyallah lah kn ? We dont know what will coming on us in the future aite ?

You guys know him ? yeahh, just shutt uupp. :D We got fight(s) like everyone. We had break so many times. but he promised that he wants to wait for me till the end of SPM. insyallah. and just now, he reminds me. :') I know, sometimes i looked so dumb when i trust all what he said. but sometimes, i think. i should trust him. Yeahh, there was something special about him that i cant love someone else. Sorryy for this morning and last night ^^ 26 April 2009 <3