Looking to my past. Whoa. It's hurt. No ! I love those memories. Err. What am i typing huhhhh ? Like Hell. Same goes to my situation right now. Hell there ! Hell here. Hell you ! Haha. Looking at what i have now. It's hurt again. Eh, No ! It cant be ! >.< I have all my beloved(s) right now. They support me a lot. and.. and.. and.. they also make me hurt. I dont know how to express my feelings right now. I dont know who is the most suitable person that i can share for. Yeah, everyone around me do care about me. Yet, you guys just listen what i'm having now. but you guys never know what i want actually ! Oh man, why i got mad ? Crazy. Hell. Fcuk. Looking at the future. Err, i'm human and i dont know what Allah was planned to me. I just follow the flows. I'm tired with my life. Like seriously, where can i got my own heaven? Please. Please. Please. This Time. This Time. I repeeaatt, THIS TIME. please understand me. I'm tired being cool. so then to my family, friends or whatsoever. I'm being okayyy all the time. Then, you guys got advantages from me. What about me ? What about my feelings ? Again, i'm hurt. Assalamualaikum :'D I'm being patient TOO MUCH.


I wished that you guys still with me. :') I missing you guys a lot ;) Salwa, Ema, Tikah, Aida, Najwa, Fiza <3
Haha. :') Thanks for Faryanazika, Mixinherit, Enfranlop because always by my side :'D